I Dream of Blackness

Just cataloging this crazy dream I had from a nap.
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I don't know if I've ever had a more lucid and possibly meaningful dream than I just did in this nap.
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I will attempt to chronicle it here before I forget it...
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In my dream I was sitting down talking to this dude. It was like an interview. Not a job interview but like a journalist interviews someone.
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I could really recognize this slick talking smooth brother but for some reason I did feel angry and annoyed with him.
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But I kept asking him questions and he kept saying these answers that kept making fucking sense. And it was infuriating b/c I hated him.
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At the same time I couldn't remember any of the questions I was asking. It was like they were filtered out by a blinding rage at this man.
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He had an afro, a 70's mustache, he was wearing a dashiki and some sort of African medallion. He kept speaking on blackness.
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And I kept thinking "how the hell is this man an expert on being black? why does he think he can speak for me? Speak for us all at that!"
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So I finally asked him. I leaned forward and I asked him what I can only imagine was some pointed question about his place in racial issues.
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Remember I could hear a single thing I said. But I just had a feeling that I had told him BUT good. Like finally I trapped him w/ logic.
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And he just leaned back and took off his darkly tinted reading glasses and said "I speak for you so that you can speak for yourself."
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And it was like I had a fucking blackness Nirvana moment. All these black and white images filtered through my brain.
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It was like I was talking to the black Kaizer Sose. Because he was RIGHT. In his wake he had created an industry of black voices
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And even without those voices knowing it... they owed him. We all owed him. Hell I owed him.
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In this dream I saw decades of black people on TV and in print speaking on issues that affected US in a way no other could address.
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And this man... this young man who I was talking to he was in many ways the arbiter of this great blackness that we have now.
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But he spoke with a great pride and a great hurt. Like being at the center of the ripples of black thought was also a burden.
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Because as much as he was responsible for it he was also vilified for taking up this mantle. And I felt such shame.
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And I woke up. Literally 7 minutes ago. I had to look at my iPhone because I felt like I was late for work. But it was actually 8 pm.
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I woke up from that nap to come down here to write this shit down before I forget...
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And seconds before I typed this I looked on my google images search in my iPhone... that man... that charismatic black icon...
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WHAT THE FUCK! I don't even fucking have dreams ya'll. And I swear to God I wouldn't make this shit up.
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Does Jesse Jackson have some sort of inception machine? I feel like he was RIGHT. Even in our disagreeing with him he has created so MUCH.
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As one of the long voices of black opinion and anger for so long Jesse DID hold a burden. He did get that "Not Martin" hatred from many.
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