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IG: r.galileo @glrhn
Apa kisah paling sedih kalian sepanjang hidup?
IG: r.galileo @glrhn
Kisah gw yang paling sedih? Pernah diselingkuhin. Ehehehe.
IG: r.galileo @glrhn
Doi selingkuh sama mantannya, trus hamil. I was only 19 back then. My life was torn apart. All I can remember is I said "Ya udah. Semoga sehat selalu ya."
Alexander Thian @aMrazing

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Alexander Thian @aMrazing
@glrhn my dad was a gambler. He had a suitcase filled with money. One day we had nothing to eat and he wouldn’t let us touched his suitcase. He would sleep at day and went out at night with his suitcase. Later on he developed pneumonia. All money in his suitcase was used to medicate him
Alexander Thian @aMrazing
@glrhn One dawn, my mum yelled my name. I rushed to her room and found my dad was coughing blood. Mum went to kitchen to make hot salt wrapped in cloth to put on his chest. My dad tried to go to the bathroom. He fell and i catched and hugged him. He died in my arms that dawn.
Alexander Thian @aMrazing
@glrhn After that, the term ‘broken family’ was reality. Mum had to go to HK, eldest sis lived with grandma, younger bro and second sis with grandma from mum, youngest bro with mum (he was just 2 yo), and I had to travel alone to malang, living with my uncle.
Alexander Thian @aMrazing
@glrhn Being a new kid with zero vocab on javanese, i was instantly bullied. After spending months and years crying in my room, I fought back. My uncle had to send me back to pontianak and i had to lived with my grandmother.
Alexander Thian @aMrazing
@glrhn my eldest sister didn’t even finish elementary school because we were too poor. She had to work from early age. If she heard me whining for food, she would go to resto padang, buying rice. And when the uda was about to wrap the rice, she’d ask for kuah gulai. That’s how we eat.
Alexander Thian @aMrazing
@glrhn (now you know why i love nasi padang so much because i used to eat nasi padang with my sister. White rice + kuah ayam gulai. Literally sepiring berdua lol)
Alexander Thian @aMrazing
@glrhn Way before my dad died, my relationship with mum was horrible, to say the least. I often thought that i wasn’t part of the family. That i was adopted, or even a bastard son. She’d treated me differently compared to my bros.
Alexander Thian @aMrazing
@glrhn I was the one who had to eat the last. If mum went to market to buy cookies and cakes, what I get was scraps and crumps. Because of this, mum and my youngest aunt had a hugeeee fight.
Alexander Thian @aMrazing
@glrhn They didn’t talk to each other for years. All because of me. I remember one day my mum shouted at me: you are no son of mine, you’re a bastard and son of a devil. I cried and demanded my grandma to tell me the ‘truth’. 😂😂 i was so silly
Alexander Thian @aMrazing
@glrhn I hated her for many, many years. Of course we made peace several years ago. But yeah, to think about it... my childhood and my younger days were filled with tears, agony, hopelessness, and suicidal thoughts. You know the thought, “ah gue mati juga gak ada yang rugi dan peduli”
Alexander Thian @aMrazing
@glrhn Btw baru ngeh kalo tadi nulis ‘catched’ instead of ‘caught’ yawla what the hell was that lol lol
Alexander Thian @aMrazing
@glrhn So anyway, like i said, the struggle was real. Pain was my friend. Anxiety was my friend too. Sad stories were daily food for me. The feeling that you’re all alone against the world and no one cared? Yep. Been there done that graduated summa cum laude.
Alexander Thian @aMrazing
@glrhn Udah ah secuil dulu. Kalo lanjut bisa beneran jadi novel 🤣 (But i am all okay now. The phrase I use that ppl use to mock me: i’m busy enjoying my life, darling, is not just a sentence. It’s my now reality. Jadi yang sering ‘ngebully’... yaelah, i’ve been to hell and back plz)
Evan Stinger @EvanStinger
@aMrazing @commaditya @glrhn kalian memang ga bisa akur ya? jangan-jangan saudara yg terpisah? 😒
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